Alahai Dewasa

kerana semakin dewasa, semakin banyak benda aku tahu,

kerana benda yang aku tahu lah aku terus melakukan dosa.

huh memusnahkan bukan ?

kalau aku tahu begini, seawal kelahiran lagi aku ingin memohon kepada Allah

memohon apa ?

memohon supaya aku MATI ketika itu.

macam anak sedara aku baru-baru ni

untung dia, dah sampai syurga =)

tapi semua takdir yang dah tertulis

mana boleh halang kan

terkadang fikir juga, kenapa perlu dewasa?

kalau boleh nak jadi kanak-kanak

yang tahu bergembira dan berseronok

tak ada masalah

"mak nak susu!" *sambil bawa botol susu kat mak.hehe

"mak nak keluar pegi rumah wan"*sambil tergopoh pakai selipar jepun tu

huh gembira bukan ?

tapi sekarang lain

lain lah. iye lah lain. Apa yang lain?

itu lah. kene fikir masalah. kene selesaikan

kalau masalah itu boleh di delete kemudian empty recycle bin kan mudah

terus hilang masalah

tapi aku hidup bukan dalam dunia digital.hmm

semakin dewasa lagaknya matang

kalau matang kenapa bergelumang dosa?

kan dah matang, tahu lah beza mana baik mana buruk

itulah manusia bodoh sombong

sudahlah bodoh, eh sombong pulak tu

padahal yang dibanggakan adalah dosa

itulah dunia dewasa

macam aku cakap

baiknya kita jadi anak kecil

yang bermain, ketawa

nak risau apa? tak ada masalah pon

hei hamba kerdil

lebih baik mati, dari terus mengotorkan bumi tuhan

bumi ni untuk dimakmurkan, bukan di gembur dosa

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Allah itu maha bijaksana, Dia penyayang

sebab Dia bagi akal. waras!

gunalah anugerah tu, untuk berfikir

fikir macam mana nak selesaikan masalah

sebab tu salah satu rasional kita dewasa

takkan bagi akal tak nak guna

sebab dewasa lah praktikal nya

alahai dewasa !

*hati kecil marah*

hey, kenapa sibuk bermadah?

kau ada akal kan? kau tahu sekarang maghrib

bila nak solat? nak tunggu esok kiamat?

itu pon kalau kau tahu esok kiamat!

*memang marah betul hati ni*

terkurang sedikit gundah hati lepas bermadah di blog ni =)

sekurang-kurangnya kau tak bosan bila aku meluah

nak mengharap manusia, mereka ada perasaan

memang mereka mendengar masalah kita, dalam hati?

mungkin berbicara kencang "bila kau nak habis bebel ni"

maaf kalau anggapan aku ni salah,

apa pon,terima kasih pencipta teknologi, mungkin nasib kita sama

sebab itu kau cipta kemudahan ni kan ? =)

Gunung Berlumut ! Here We Go !

Assalam Alaik...

Tatkala phalanges menyentuh keyboard, tatkala itu aku ingin menaip. AHAHAHAHA! Hey3! Got new story ? Of course yes baby! Haaa yesterday (20.12.2012) debate club members had fun at Gunung Berlumut, Kluang. That was soooo awesome day I ever had with my new acquaintance since in UTHM. I don't wanna join at first because somebody mad when I go there. Katanya risau keselamatan, lagi pon cuaca asyik hujan. Dia pulak just met with an accident, tu yang tak bagi ikut. Tak dulik! Ikut jugak. HAHA! Promised to clump together at 8am, lastly bertolak pukul 10 jugak. Apalah mereka ni -_-. The journey takes about an hour and arrived about 11am something. Terus cari port yang strategik untuk mandi. Oyeaaahh~~

Sampai je tempat terus setting api untuk buat bbq.

Setting fire in the middle of jungle

I did't put my hip yet, Hijrah and Santung already in water. Excited betul nak mandi kan. I changed my jeans and directly ruuuuun to the cold water. It's a beautiful because the clean water allowed me to see the depth of the waterfall. And I thought it was shallow,tapi sangat dalam. Woaaahh~

Ok2 now waktu makan. Urgh! I'm waiting for my drumstick for an age. Bila nak masak! Lama kot. Diorang dah dapat makan tinggal tulang, tggal aku je tak makan.*sadlife*.

Bakar ayam hotdog bebola=yummy

Si Aman siap bawak nasi lemak beli kat perwira.Tengok tu ! Sorang pula tu.haih

Handmade sandwich ! Ish si Asraf makanan dalam mulut tak habis, nak posing mcm tu !

After full filled 'stomach desire',kami pon mandi lah.weeee~~

The flow, the sound of waterfall with chirping of birds, sound of ladybug,is the real music of life.
Feel the calm, feel the comfort...what a beautiful of His creation...

Anak sabah tunjuk bakat. Ini lah santung !

Commercial break face ! Hot mak hayam

Duyung berehat =P

Oit. Buang ayak besaq ka ? lol. Btw this is my senior. Rashid ! HAHA

Antara duyung lain yang di jumpai tersadai di batu. lalaa

Hewhew. Agak dah kenapa dengan aku tu ? -_-

Nak terjun tak terjun2 kan. HAHA

Ok dah, puas dah kami mandi. Kene balik. We had to =(..sebab belum solat zohor! Bila dengar je balik, aku cepat2 masuk balik dalam air. Sebab tak puas.HAHA!!

Selepas siap2 salin baju solat semua. Kami yang lelaki ni pon menunggu dayang2 untuk bersiap. Lama k! ergh entah apa yang mereka buat pon tak tahu la. While waiting for them to put on wig or makeup or whatever, we put all the things on the table and we're left like that. Apa lagi ada sekumpulan monyet datang curi sardin! So lucky they were not stole our begs. Kalau tak mati laaaa. Such a poor thing sebab sardin yang dicuri tu jatuh tumpah macam tu je and monyet tu buat muka sedih. Memang betul2 kesian laah. Last2 si Aman bagi ayam bbq td. Tu lah, ambil tak minta izin lagi kan! Ha kan dah rugi. Membazir k membazir.*nasihat untuk monyet*!

Time to go =( .. Before leave Gunung Berlumut, kami sempat berposing....oyeaahhh~~

Pintu masuk !

Aku terasa vogue di situ! ahaha=P

Hambik kau! Berkepit kau Asraf. HAHA

1..2..3 jump !!!

So happy =)

Kemudian kami bertolak pulang dalam pukul 4pm. Jalan2 ke Kluang Mall sekejap. Then pukul 7 balik ke UTHM..sampai Parit Raja, singgah makan di Fatin Seafood !

Makan dulu !!

Khusyuk si Aman ni makan! Tapi kenapa rambut aku buruk *bunuhdiri*

Hehhe. Ok lah byebye. See you soon for the next story ! Nak call my bucuk jap =P

HE loves him more.

In the name of Allah, the most Almighty and Merciful.

I've got a text message from my sister "cik, kau tak balik ke? Anak aku dah tak de"

I was sleeping that time and just woke up after the phone rang early at 9 o'clock. I was shocked after read the content of the message. Terus je aku call mak, mak dah kat hospital and my mom was crying. Then aku decide untuk balik rumah. Mak kata abg nak amek, tapi terus tukar plan aku balik sendiri naik bas. Sebab abg maybe tak sempat. So aku naik bas dari Perwira Residential ke air hitam pukul 11am. Sampai sana pukul 12.30pm terus naik bas ke segamat. Sampai segamat pukul 3 then tggu bas untuk ke rumah pukul 4. So aku sampai rumah dalam pukul 5.

It was so sad because I couldn't see my nephew. Aku teringin nak cium budak kecik tu. Tapi tak de rezeki. Dia dah di kebumikan. =( . Dia meninggal sebab disahkan organ failure to function. Aku tak nak cerita lebih lah kenapa jadi macam tu =( . Bila dengar mak cerita, dia sempat bukak mata tengok kakak aku, tengok mak aku. Agak lama juga dia buka mata sebelum pergi. Mesti comel kan =') .Then dia sempat menguap.huhu comelnyaa =( . Tapi nak buat mcm mana. Allah lebih sayangkan dia. Dia dah ada kat dalam syurga =). Tinggal tunggu ibu dia je...

Sangat sedih tengok gambar dia kat atas ni. Kene cucuk sana sini sampai lebam-lebam. Nak menangis aku tengok =( . Kalau dia boleh menangis, mesti dah lama dia menangis. Tapi sayang, dari masa dia lahir dia tak pernah menangis =( . Sedihnya acik tgk awak =( . Lama-lama badannya semakin kembung. Sampai hari terakhir dia hidup =( . Akhirnya dia meninggal pukul 9.05am pada hari ahad (2hb. 12. 2012)

Gambar selepas di kafankan.

Sempat hidup hanya 17hari sahaja sebelum meninggal dunia ='(

AL-Fatihah untuk MUHAMMAD AZFARISLAM MIQHEIL BIN MOHD AROFI...

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23rd Nov 12

Assalam to the owner blog. On 23rd November past a week ago, debate club members were in University Teknologi PETRONAS for 5 days  Oh God, well I'm so excited being there. I don't know why. Maybe this is my first time joined debate club and about couple months I 'capable' be in the team. But as a reserved. HAHA! Bertolak jam 10 pagi dari UTHM dan sampai di bumi Perak kira-kira jam 6ptg.The long journey make me miss my bed and pillow so bad. PENAT! Then terus check in hostel stay for our night. Mereka yang ikut adalah Abang Awang, BG, Santung, Mirul, Aman, Pong, Adhwa, Azri, Nazri, Sawal, Asraf and oh my goodness, of course me. Please don't leave me behind ! HEHE!

Bila lah nak bergerak ni kan

peace ^^

Dalam perjalanan =)

I want to make it short. After 7 pm at the same day, we're requested to go to the hall..what hall I don't know to launch this program =D . But while waiting for the UTP bus, apa lagi. Capture the moment laaaa !! =P

Comel kan kami semua. lol=P

Nampak tak kesucian muka aku =P

Ohoi. Heading to the hall. Such a luxury bus....

Then we're prepared a great dinner I think. HEHE! We served a delicious food and ada kambing panggang lah weiii =D but I didn't eat it because I'm full already and just have a little taste. Itu pon kacau Nazri punya. hehe! Then have small show from local celebrities. ahhaaha !

Gambar selepas dinner ! =D

Cengkerik3~~

 Ok done for the first day! Balik bilik tidur !!!

Penat sangat ke ? Macam lah aku yang drive. Sape yang snap pon aku tak tahu. tapi baru aku tahu,rupa aku huduh bila tidur -_- zzz. Gudnight my dear :)

24th Nov 12

Second day, after grab some light meal, sidang pon bermula seawal jam 9 pagi.

Dato' Amirul bergambar bersama Dato' Aman  selepas bersidang

Eh tertidur laa . ahahaha :P

Dalam dewan rocall nak tunggu usul. Azri please don't do that kind of face -_-

Sempat lagi berposing !! Bajet macho la mirul ni =P

For UTHM A, mereka menang satu sidang di pusingan pertama sahaja. UTHM B menang dua sidang sahaja. After a day bersidang, we went to the KFC at night, but ate at kedai mamak.huhu. Discuss about the concept and prepare what necessary for tomorrow.

Tgk xxx lah tu dalam phone. Excidet betul si Asraf. Ish3

still snap the picture yet.huh ! waiting for the order for an age

After the discussion end with their own preparation, we were heading to the hostel nak rehat kan badan yang lesu.

25th Nov 12

For the next day, like usual, after breakfast and so on, sidang pon bermula. Kali ni UTHM A menang satu sidang jugak dan UTHM menang dua sidang juga. At night, we're went to the Carrefour or Tesco or I forgot -_- ..we're release tension. Aman dgn BG main game basketball then kitorang pulak tgk je . HAHA!

Tgk si Aman dgn BG beriya mainnya -_-'

Next Top Model. hahaha

Then after main-main, kami pon berbincang sekejap tentang preparation untuk esok but for team B only at Restaurant Lab Food.hehe. After that, kami berjalan-jalan kat dewan UTP where the place that we'll fight for move to the semi final =P

Style gambar ni . tapi gelap pula muka aku -_-

I like this pict as well bila tgk dalam phone nampak cantik. Aku yg snap, tp muka aku pula yang tak da -_-

Oh sangat lah gedik posing -_-

Cukuplah tu kami jadi kebudak-budakan. huhu. balik bilik tidur la apa lagi !!!

26th Nov 12

UTHM B dah confirm go to the quarters and this time, we fight with UKM and praise to Allah we did it so well. Kami berjaya untuk ke semi final. Alhamdulillah. Heartbeat pounding masa tunggu result. Huhu

For semi final, we fight with USIM B  I think, but the victory was not meant for us. USIM menang. We stop only at semi final. But its ok, keep it up UTHM. We can do another chance =D

And finally come to the final. USIM fight with UiTM and the winner goes to UiTM. Congratulation for them. Big hand for them. =D . Mereka memang hebat. I admit it.

We're back with not an empty hand. Kami dapat piala persendirian untuk di bawa pulang sebab sampai ke simi final.

Ini lah hasil perjuangan kami sehingga mara ke pringkat separuh akhir.
Pencapaian yang cukup membanggakan :D

Then malamnya kami plan nak berjalan-jalan ke Ipoh then esok pagi baru bertolak pulang ke UTHM. But pak cik tu cakap, the van will be used tomorrow.huhu terpaksa balik jugak malam tu. But we still go to the Ipoh untuk dinner kami. Alaaaaaaa nak balik dah ke :( . tak puas main-main lagiiii !!!!!

Kami pergi makan kat Gambang Malam Ipoh. Then after that, we're leaving Perak. Dalam perjalanan, aku hanya tidur je..sampailah di bumi UTHM :D. Alhamdulillah sampai dengan selamat

It is 'BEE' time !

There a reward for every effort :)

Assalam,

dear readers,huhu, I don't know how to start it. You know, I'm in a holiday mood. I currently break for the midsem. Rasanya mcm UTHM je yang cuti. haha. kan ? Let it be. You know, I take this opportunity to update this blog as well because I'll never have sufficient of time when I come back to uni life.LOL. Macam lah busy sangat. Keje ade je yang tak siap. Eh ? Hold on! Everything is done ok. Semua kerja I siapkan.cehh. Actually memang busy lah ! Or maybe my weakness to 'shuffle' my time, always finish the job for the last minutes. HEHE ! It's habit ! or maybe or whatever....

From the post title pon dah tahu it's BEE. You know how a bee works ? Busy sangat. Tak tahu la. Mungkin pada mereka agak tak busy,but to me it is very struggle week since the beginning of October. Sebab banyak test !!! I thought the test will be held at a fix day, apparently not !! NOT  OK NOT!! Ha aku dah marah ni. Asyik postpone je. I prepared for it very well tahu tak? Don't they know that we have another test to sit ? Erghh. First subject is mathematics engineering that suppose on the...I'm not sure what date,but it is Friday afternoon.But suddenly change to the Friday night. It's ok because Madam told us early,but suddenly the date change again and again and.....AGAIN  to the next week on monday and this time no more changes. Alhamdulillah praise to Allah test maths passed already. For the next day is digital technique subject. Actually, subjek ni minggu lepas, tapi postpone jugak. Alhamdulillah done. winkwink ^^ .haha. Next is computer programming. Ya Allah, aku dah la lemah subjek ni. I don't know this is the killer subject to me. I don't have any basic about programming,coding and whatever. But I jawab jer. Hentam saja lah labu. huhu =( . Pass is pass. Tapi circuit analysis ni lagi satu hal. Asek postpone tak tahu bila nak test nya. Lastly, buat lepas midsem break. Ape lah . haishh.

Itu test punya story, now I want to express about assignment, report and ape-ape je la. Lepas test,timetable aku clash pulak dengan report C++. Ada quiz take home,then kene siapkan report. Dah lah aku tak faham macam mana nak buat. Sedihnya. Nak tanya yang pandai pon diorang berlagak tak nak tolong. Kesian kan aku.It's ok. I'll strive my best.huuu~ . You know what, Dr Afandi selalu bagi assignment, weird assignment. HAHA. No lah. I know, that is the way he teach. Because he has a lot of experiences kan. So ikut je. But i admit it, it is very stress bila buat assignment dia. Last assignment is we need to find the application that used logic gates in POWER SYSTEM. haih. I thought it was easy,but it's against my thought. Dah lah ada budak international yang agak annoying. Orang kata lain dia kata lain. Sabar je la. At last, our presentation very worse.hmm =( .

Btw, Alhamdulillah, Allah still give me the capability to live the life as a student. He still borrowed me hands, brain, feet to finish my work not to complain.huhu.ok. see you soon because suddenly i lost my mood to write. see ya .

Campus Life !

Here we go UTHM

Hai all.It's about two weeks I'm in campus life and now I have unlimited times to update my blog.hehe.Of course busy maa.After registered as a university student on 2 Sept,directly orientation started at night. Ya Allah.I hate it damn much ok . But what can I do. I'm not a law breaker.erkk nerd maybe ? lol . forget it . Actually I already at home during post this story hehe . Baru dua minggu kat U dah balik kan ? Homesick la katakan . eh tak lah . mana ada. I've got something to take laa =P . If I'm not come back home,this blog will be dust.Yelaa,nak harapkan wifi kat Perwira tu,hampeh !! If the wifi is continuous in poor condition,how come can I finish any assignment ? =( . Too bad I don't have broadband.Ergh put aside that story.

Actually I nak cerita dekat U within two weeks I be there. At first of course la orientation day kan. Somebody tell me who like orientation ? I'm the one in the list that hate it . HAHA ! Woahh so tired.Really ! Masa mereka bagi talk kat depan,I tidur kat belakang ! Selesa tak selesa lain cerita,yang penting tidur . HAHA ! ye la , fasi lepaskan kami sampai pukul 12 lebih. Then,we're going waiting for the bus for half an hour,and you be in residential at 1am.Then,mandi-mandi,siap-siap,tak ke pukul 2am tdo tu.Hmm.that is why la I tdo masa mereka bebel kat depan and I thought it will be end on saturday.Apparently on sunday ! erghhh.Ok enough for orientation ! It will be hurt when think it back -_-...

Ok first day class on Monday.Early in the morning at 8am for Pengajian Islam.Oh so excited waiting for the bus at 7am.HAHA ! But it's ok lah because gonna find the class. Mana lah tahu sesat kan. Ok setibanya di kelas(awal pulak tu) -_- ,ermm tunggu lah lecturer,dh pukul 8 lebih still tak de,bila tgk semula jadual kat pintu kelas tu rupanya pukul 8malam.Ya Allah, I'm gonna kill you Dr Wahyu Mulyo Utomo aka my Penasihat Akademik. Kata pagi,tapi mlm rupanya.Tu satu kes.Bila mlm pulak,tiba-tiba pensyarah tu ckp,kelas tu untuk kelas international.Ya Allah.Lagi sekali kene tipu.So we have to change back the timetable. In short,mcm tak de kelas throughout the week. Ok kitorang pon pergi lah betulkan jadual keesokan harinya. Pergi sana pergi sini,kalau dekat tak pe k. Ni tak,we have to be pedestrian for half day.Penat siot ! tapi sekarang dh setle dah . Alhamdulillah.

Then another story is about my house. The house is like base apartment. There are 5 rooms in that house. My room is the biggest one and can have 6members and another rooms have 4 and 2 members only.I'm okay with my roommates,the thing is housemate are smokers. I don't mind or even bother if they want to smoke,cuma I tak suka bila mereka datang bilik I and smoking in my room and giggle,make noise out loud and whatever fucking things. And one thing I worried about is,how can I adapt the situation.Macam mana nak study dalam keadaan yang hingar bingar tu . Can I focus ? Hmm..I thought the room have single bed,have own table in the room,but it's just my dream.Nak tak nak I have to stand for...ermm I don't know.Just wait and see. Ok lah.until we meet again . huhu.bye

Bye Bye Fever !

Alhamdulillah.I'm fine now.Actually I've got fever 3 days ago and recovered yesterday.hehe.Strong anti-body huh ! Ni masa pergi batu pahat kat rumah pak cik.At first,everything is just fine,suddenly bila nak balik tu rasa tak sedap badan. Sampailah balik rumah..ya Allah beratnya kepala ni. dan esoknya badan start panas. Ni nak cerita,kenapa kalau demam semua orang sogok suruh makan ubat ? pelik lah. suruh lah makan ais krim ke,ape ke? ni ubat pulak . Tahu tak ubat tu dh lah sebijik2 kene telan.Nanti tercekik lah.dah lah besar.Mereka selalu cakap "makan ubat biar cepat sembuh". Ish nonsense ! Cakap lah mcm ni lain kali "doa banyak2 supaya cepat sembuh,ingat,tu ujian Allah kepada hambanya". haaa kan elok ckp macam tu.ni tak habis-habis suruh makan ubat.Ubat tu dadah lah.hewhew.But it's ok lah. Aku pon dah sihat.Tapi buat masa sekarang belum sepenuhnya.Rasa pening-pening lagi.Tapi buat tak layan.Kalau dilayan kang,getting worse back kan? So semalam aku pon keluar bermain untuk berpeluh.hehe.yelah nak cepat sembuh kan.Lagi pon masa demam semuanya tak sedap bila makan.Orang makan sedap,aku makan semuanya rasa pahit.huhu.So sad.huhu.ok lah bye.

Ni gambar sebelum gerak ke Batu Pahat !